Still no answers
I thought I knew how this whole thing was going to play out. I was going to get my results from the lab work that was done on Monday and I was going to be able to close the door on this "episode" and begin to move on. NOT!
When we got the results back yesterday, it was not what any of us (including the doctor) expected. Nobody really seems to know what to tell me or what to think.....including me. Instead of getting the clear cut definitive answer that I was supposed to get, I received the news that I was going to have to have more tests done because the blood work from Monday did not come back showing that I had definitely miscarried nor did it show that I was progressing with the pregnancy. How does one process this. I spent hours yesterday just sitting there dazed, confused, numb. Today I am overwhelmed with sadness. We have been praying so hard and I know that God has a plan, but I am at a loss as to what it is at the moment.
Thank you to everyone that has been praying for our family right now. It means so much to us. Please keep praying. I have already gone in for the additional blood work this morning so I am hopeful now that the results will come in tomorrow and I will finally have some answers. (BTW - I am starting to feel like a pin cushion)
8 comments:
Elaina,
We continue to pray for you and your family. We can't begin to imagine what you are going through, just know you are all in our thoughts and prayers. If you need ANYTHING, let me know! I mean it.
Wow. How crazy. I'm still praying for you!
Hi Elaina - Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you and praying for you.
We are keeping you in our prayers. I wish there was something that I could do for you right now. Is there?
Elaina, I'm at such a loss for words right now. I wish i was there to pray with you and just give you a hug. All I know for sure is that God is our healer, our provider, our joy, our strength, and our Father and he loves you. I don't know what is going on in the spiritual realm right now regarding this but I do know that you are loved by our Father God so very much; don't ever loose sight of that.
Well bless your heart friend. We are praying for you. May God bless you with strength through all of this uncertainty.
What a mess! How can they not know either way? That must be terribly frustrating for you. I'll continue to pray for you. I woke up in the middle of the night last night thinking of you and prayed right then.
I sure hope answers come soon. It has got to be difficult not knowing the outcome or what or when or why or how...but God will provide, you know He will.
Prayers!!
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