Not sure what to say

Thank you to everyone that has said a prayer for me over the last week. With out them I don't think I would have been able to return to face the situation. Unfortunately, due to my previous posting, I upset some people. That was never my intention. I am sincerely sorry! This blog was supposed to be about my daughter, successes, failures, thoughts, and hurts. I am having a harder time with this than I did last week, and I am really not sure why. It has become very personal. I have been accused of a lot of things over the last 24 hours and I really have got to get over it and move on, but it is becoming harder. I absolutely dread leaving my house this morning. I am sick to my stomach and my heart is heavy. But I look at my daughter and I know that I have to leave the house and I HAVE to get past this. I want her to know that this is not okay, but it will be okay.

Many years ago I discovered a verse in Isaiah that I fell in love with. I keep it close to me and it has helped me on many different occasions through the years

Fear not, for I am with you;

Be not dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you,

Yes, I will help you,

I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

(Isaiah 41:10)

If I just remember that I belong to Him and that He will take care of me, I can overcome anything. But sometimes it is hard to remember that. Satan has been working hard around me - but I cannot and will not let him win!